February 2012
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don't believe the hype . . .
This past week I learned or I guess I should say reviewed a lesson I thought I had already learned. I have always grown up knowing never fully believe what someone tells you, that there is always at least two sides to a story and then you will find the truth. It will never cease to amaze me that people will believe what they are told. I mean I understand trusting someone, but I have learned that...
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I'm changing me . . .
So this whole Year so far, has been about change for me. Changing my physical, mental, and spiritual self and I’m glad to say I’m noticing my growth and others are as well…
Physically I have began to really work out and watch what I eat and its finally paying off, I’ve lost albs and feel incredibly more energetic. Also I’ve started back with my Yoga, and I feel my...
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valentines day is coming . . .
honestly I feel like love should be shared everyday including Valentines Day, however I’m not really looking forward to it. While everyone is going to be with there loved ones cuddled up I’m going to be working then heading home alone. It sucks, because I am the hopeless romantic in ALL my groups of friends, so while I will be alone watching romantic comedies they will be where-ever...
6 Types of Love
Eros a passionate physical and emotional love based on aesthetic enjoyment; stereotype of romantic love
Ludus a love that is played as a game or sport; conquest; may have multiple partners at once
Storge an affectionate love that slowly develops from friendship, based on similarity
Pragma love that is driven by the head, not the heart
Mania obsessive love; experience great emotional highs...
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i surprised him with my heart .
he said my looks are what attracted him
my lips, my eyes, my hips, and thighs
but he said I kept him with my heart
the way i care more than anyone else has
the way i share my inner most thoughts
conversations on the phone and on Skype that last all night
he puts his faith in me and I in him
he knows I’ve been hurt before, so he handles me delicately
and he ever so patiently...
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“When a woman doesn’t cry over you anymore, it means another man is making...”
– BlameTheBlasian
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I’m super happy … that is all !
I want to sing . . .
I mean really sing. I love to do it, and I put it aside for school and work . Well enough now, I need to peruse it and do what I want.
Giants win the Super Bowl
intelligenceinabundance:
Bandwagon fans are more obvious than ever
Please get off. The real fans need room to celebrate.
yes! the real fans …
I miss you more than I let you know .
If you ever feel like you're lost or like you have...
I’m HERE .
January 2012
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insomnia
So here I am up late, just thinking …
Insomnia is a blessing and a curse for me, its usually during these times that my mind races with the what-ifs , and of course tonight is no different.
I am by no means the most confident person in the world. I have so many faults its ridiculous really, and I will be the first to admit them all, but it honestly amazes me that I have someone in my...
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Anonymous asked: was your ex really that bad?
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we all have that ONE
the one who made us feel like we were less
the one who made us feel like we were ugly
the one who made us feel like we were stupid
the one who made us feel like we were worthless
the one who made us feel like we were insignificant
Well here is a big FUCK YOU to them and realize …
you are more
you are beautiful
you are intelligent
you are worthy
you are more than enough
you...
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oddest dream ever .
I just had the weirdest , oddest dream ever… I could say it was a bit scary too, but oddly enough I wasn’t that shaken by it . I went out to look at the stars at one of my friends house, who basically lives in the desert. We were looking up and I kept noticing odd things. First what I thought was a shooting star turned out to be something else. It was moving then stopped then...
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unforeseen opportunities
It’s amazing how opportunities, just present themselves when you least expect it. From my personal life, to professional, it seems like things are finally going in the right direction.
Last night I worked an event at the XO Lounge, as a promotional model for this new athletic clothing line brand called Confidence Matters, basically I was responsible for moving in the crowd, getting people...
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ispeakinglish89-deactivated2012 asked: to bad theres not more like you where im from... not stoppin the search though
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let's be honest . . .
Saying you don’t date black women because they are ALL loud, and argumentative, and un-submissive is ignorant as FUCK. Now you guys know that I don’t usually curse, but this shit is out of control! We are in the year 2012, where people are becoming more accepting of all ethnicities, religious preferences, and sexuality, yet this ignorant ass comment is allowed to slide ?
First...
Anonymous asked: ok so ms. cougar, i could use a little advice. im in desperate need for a relationship but im quite shy and in a way standoffish at first. any tips for getting a girl?
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lucky ?
eeeek just won $30, off of a $3 bingo scratcher and it was my first time buying one ! woot woot , I’m feeling kinda lucky :)
hopefully something good will come of my sudden luck !
i wonder what else will happen …
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Judgmental Much ?
It seems like people are always so quick to judge, so quick to point fingers. Why is it that people , myself included are always so willing to call someone else out ? I would attribute it to our own self consciences. I mean unless it is in a strictly concerning way , such as “She seems to be depressed lately , maybe I should say something …” and not like “Ew what the...
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my life has been a roller coaster . . .
emotionally , physically , financially , I mean just about in every aspect of life . But I know that if I keep striving and keep working towards my goals , it will get better . I received a blessing today that was totally unexpected , but that blessing was all it took to remind me that I have people on my side . That if I stay true to myself and honor everything that is within me , I will be fine...
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God is so incredibly Good .
nothing is better then getting an unexpected blessing, especially one of financial means !
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this love
this love isn’t like anything i’ve experienced
this love is something new
you see me as i am, and i can be myself around you
a geek, to temptress, i share my deepest desires with you
this love forces me to be one with you
i share my mental, physical, and spiritual self with you
this love lets me release all doubts and fears and put my trust in you
let me explore all the...
1 step forward 2 steps back. . .
I’m trying to keep up my faith, and keep pushing for my goals. But it’s so frustrating when I feel like I make some progress only to be met with more challenges then I had before. Hopefully some time soon, my hard work and determination will pay off, I can only hope it will.
Anonymous asked: just wanted to let you know you're beautiful
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today I worked out . . .
I woke up at 5:00 am, okay well more like 5:30 grabbed my banana, water, and bike and went out on a mission. For 3 hours I was on that bike, up and down hills, on streets and sidewalks. My body is just now starting not to be sore anymore from the pole dancing class I took, so I figured it was time to do something else to get my muscles tight. Hopefully tomorrow won’t be to horrible on my...
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